Fear, Control, and Letting Go

I spent my morning reading sad blogs on the internet. Blogs about life and motherhood and balance and guilt. My heart is heavy, but I’m having trouble pinpointing the exact emotion. I think it’s somewhere between sadness and longing, fear and excitement, patience and anticipation. That uncomfortable space of the unknown. I am certain there…

Open Doors

Change is hard. Even for young guns like ourselves. I didn’t sleep last night – I just stared at the ceiling trying to stop my mind from going through all of the second guesses and what ifs. And let me tell you, that is a scary place to be at 2am. I kept coming back…